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Artistic - Listening to: blue moon
i have returned! (for those few people who care/acknowledge my existence here on deviantart...)
i haven't been on in months. for a while, i actually forgot i had one of these accounts...i've just been so busy lately. i've had huge resaerch papers for my english class, like 3 different speeches to do in the past month for my speech (public communications) class, plus a jazz concert and life in general. and i've been doing art homework instead of my manga drawings. yes, i'm taking an art class and learning how to draw real stuff and be a real artist. (kidding.)
i actually like my art classes, even though my particular style and abilities aren't really called for or used. (although i did have some artwork put in the school yearbook. i was kinda surprised at that. i had people i bareley knew and people i didnt know at all come up to me and be all 'omg, that's amaizing i didnt know you could draw like that!' so yea. that made me pretty happy. anyways...)
i'm actually learnig to do some realism and how to draw real people. not cartoons.
unfortunately...i dont really know if any of my art class projects will end up here on dA. sure, the manga will keep coming, but i dont know if you'll see anything else. some of my other pieces are really cool and i'm pretty proud of them, but they're also pretty big. my art teacher has this thing with us doing huge projects. (i love her, though. she is easliy my favorite teacher.) they're normally like, 1 and 1/2 feet by 2 feet or so. she thinks that if you're gonna do something creative, you might as well do it big. (which isn't necessarily a good thing for her. she came to school one day and said she was going to end up half blind. apparently she had been working on a painting the night before. on a five foot canvas. in here favorite color. yellow. needless to say, she kinda screwed up her eyes since the only thing she saw for 2+ hours was yellow. and lots of it.)
i'm also really pumped to start a couple of new projects of my own. i recently went to an art fair where there were a ton of different artists who had all these booths set up to display and sell their art. and it was amazing. i felt so...mediocre. i just kind of stood in awe at these amazing works and was all like "yea! and...i ...draw comics...right..." fail. but i was inspired. in the midst of all the self pity and crushing blow to my confidence as an artist there was a new hope, a new fire stirred within me!! (yea, really cheesy, i know.) anyways, i got over myself and looked at these pieces and told myself that that's what i wanted to be someday. i want to be that amazing. i still have a long way to go, but i'll get there.